Sensual beauty you've never met before
When I was her
I felt unbound, free
When I was her
I often felt life's majesty
When I was she
I rode the highs and lows
When I was she
Hotel felt like home
When I was that woman
I was the other woman
And when I was that woman
I lived ramen and gomen
Now: who am I?
I forget who she is
Who am I?
Is she lost in abyss?
Who is this
This person I'm to be?
Who is this person
Inhabiting this body? …
You, amazing creature
The words you say so lovely
Your voice, enamoring
Longing touch, reach her
Arms to feel, sense, hold
Your body close
Smitten of her teacher
of the world. Message create
Thump, thump, thump against chest
Calling basic human nature
To light, no reason
without nor for, not within …
...a poem about burning longing, desire and lust from a distance
Heat radiates from your skin
Invades around the space I'm in
No touching, bodies close
This warmth I feel is a good dose
Body acute to every movement made
Breathing longs to the simple shade
of eyes, Able body sets mine alight
Fire on skin, this is right
Long to sense, feel, and see
But you and I now cannot be
Must be patient, I must wait
I continue to burn 'til later date
Crazy going... so near, so far
Twinkle twinkle little star
Both eyes do so wanting more
Burning burning to the core …
Winged Cupid isn’t painted blind
But longer ties means less he minds.
The first attraction, the body’s prose
Rosy lips, light skin and royal nose
Curve of breast, unmarred by clothes
How cute you are from head to toes
Second is your scent and sound
Whiff of floral, you to me bound
Gentle cadence as laughter swings round
But your erotic sigh must take the crown
Last but not least is a fervent soul
Soft prodding, massaging, and lithe cajole
To transform firm shell into unfettered foal
Mind gracious, curious, without charcoal
Cupid’s love is immature and fickle
The full package my affection does tickle. …
What does semi-retirement mean? I don't get it.
There's a lot of confusion about what semi-retirement means, so that's the first issue I'll address.
To me, semi-retirement is about working when I want to and being more selective with the people I see. While I love providing pleasure, the future Leijla Foss will focus on mutual enjoyment during our time together.
So, to help you understand, think of it as 'part time companionship'. It seems the confusing word is retirement, so I'll discontinue using that phrase from now on.
Right now, I see part time companionship (for me) as taking one extended date per month.
How many dates will you accept?
I'll be available for up to one date per month next year, so I will have up to 12 dates in 2019.
I won't tour and I won't be bundling dates together. Even if I come to a location with more than one interested client, I will only schedule one date.
I may change this policy in the future, but that is my current date schedule for now.
What will …
https://vimeo.com/291842078 …
Kind to the world
Is just being nice
Kind to a few
Effective and suffice
Nice to the face
Cruel to their back
Do it too often
You’ll be labeled a brat
When everyone’s your darling
Everything you do— love
Special’s no longer special
Nothing below or above
I can’t love it all
Not the manner to live
A select few for my care
Focused attention to give
The trouble is finding
The issue? How to pick
I struggle to meet one
Who understands how I tick
When I do find a soul
That enchants my eye
Lasting friendship is elusive
And persistence becomes fried
Is it too hard to ask
For just one to reciprocate?
I’ll ask Santa for someone
For me alienation will abate …
Slowly and surely I've been responsible and reasonable with my finances. The time is coming soon for me to adapt to a different lifestyle, one of more traveling and personal freedom.
I'll cease offering short encounters and will be available exclusively for fly-me-to-you dates beginning January 2019. I'll be unavailable December 2018. I'm still deciding how I'll offer services as I move forward. For now, this post is all I have.
This likely comes as a surprise to most. I've only been in this hidden world since April 2017. Why is it already time for me to 'retire'?
Are you retiring?
I'm not retiring per-se.
When I began providing pleasure as Leijla Foss I didn't know what to expect. I sure didn't expect what I've experienced. At times I've been frustrated to the point of wanting to pull my hair out. But other times I've been overwhelmed with joy to the point of speechlessness.
I've grown as a person since I began meeting wonderful men and women around a year and a half …
